like a pro…

… hopefully!

why so serious?

miss ko na ang…

… tulakan sa MRT
… daldalan sa office pag break time
… KANIN!!!
… peso currency
… biogesic
… lola ko
… bhebe ko!

sana uwi na ko

should i?

should i be excited? not really. lalo pa ngayon at mainit sobra ang ulo ko! di ko alam kung matutuwa ba ako sa mga nangyayari sa buhay ko or sadyang pinagpala ako at lapitin naman talaga ako ng…. ‘wag na lang.

sometimes i wonder what separates between abiding one’s order and guarding your own beliefs and security. di ko ma-gets eh.

but i think, above all these, i should still be thankful kasi lagi kayong nandyan… naniniwala… nagmamahal.

ewan ko lang sila.

it’s been a while…

… many things have changed… many lives have drifited afar from what we used to be… but i think i still should be thankful that i see people and things that matter most to me… even in the horizon!

am i happy? definitely, i am.

Multiple Choice

Choose the correct answer

Most describe my current state:
a. pagod, liyo, hilo
b. asar, inis, yamot
c. masaya, maligaya, panatag
d. ligalig, lito, bangag
e. a, b and d
f. all of the above
e. none of the above

would there be more choices? or no choice at all?  you choose… labo noh?

Bitchy Me – Part III

sing it!

i hate the world today
you’re so good to me, I know
but i can’t change
tried to tell you but you looked at me like
maybe i’m an angel underneath
innocent and sweet…

yesterday i cried
you must have been relieved to see the softer side
i can understand how you’d be so confused
i don’t envy you
i’m a little bit of everything
all rolled into one…

i’m a bitch
i’m a lover
i’m a child
i’m a mother
i’m a sinner
i’m a saint
i do not feel ashamed
i’m your hell
i’m you dream
i’m nothing in between
you know you wouldn’t want it any other way…

so take me as i am
this may mean you’ll have to be a stronger man
rest assured that when i start to make you nervous
and i’m going to extremes
tomorrow i will change
and today won’t mean a thing…

just when you think you got me figured out
the seasons already changin’
i think it’s cool you do whatcha do
and don’t try to save me..

i’m a bitch
i’m a tease
i’m a goddess on my knees
when you’re hurt
when you suffer
i’m your angel undercover
i’ve been numb
i’m revived
can’t say i’m not alive
you know I wouldn’t want it any other way….

- i’m a bitch
by Meridith Brooks

parang yung bata sa commercial

“ako’y uuwi pagod na po!”

embrace this

I am a question to the world
Not an answer to be heard
Or a moment
That’s held in your arms…

And what do you think you’d ever say?
I won’t listen anyway
You don’t know me
And I’ll never be what you want me to be…

And what do you think you’d understand?
I’m a boy, no, I’m a man
You can’t take me
And throw me away…

And how can you learn what’s never shown?
Yeah, you stand here on your own
They don’t know me
Cause I’m not here…

And I want a moment to be real
Wanna touch things I don’t feel
Wanna hold on and feel I belong
And how can the world want me to change?
They’re the ones that stay the same
They don’t know me
Cause I’m not here…

And you see the things they never see
All you wanted I could be
Now you know me
And I’m not afraid…

And I want to tell you who I am
Can you help me be a man?
They can’t break me
As long as I know who I am…

They can’t tell me who to be
Cause I’m not what they see
Yeah, the world is still sleeping while I keep on dreaming for me
And their words are just whispers and lies that I’ll never believe

I’m the one now
Cause I’m still here…

- I’m Still Here
by Goo Goo Dolls

no one can break me as long as you are here…

bubble thoughts – Part II

“wala naman akong laban eh!”

“i’m sorry if i let you down”

“I don’t know pero I think kasalanan ko…”

“i HaTe MySeLf!”

“sorry…”

“eh di kanain mo din ang sinabi mo… duh!”

“i did my best… i really did…”

“pakamatay na lang kaya ako?!”