The end?

- Flames to dust
- Morning to night
- Lovers to friends

Why do all good things come to an end?

Bitchy Me – Part III

sing it!

i hate the world today
you’re so good to me, I know
but i can’t change
tried to tell you but you looked at me like
maybe i’m an angel underneath
innocent and sweet…

yesterday i cried
you must have been relieved to see the softer side
i can understand how you’d be so confused
i don’t envy you
i’m a little bit of everything
all rolled into one…

i’m a bitch
i’m a lover
i’m a child
i’m a mother
i’m a sinner
i’m a saint
i do not feel ashamed
i’m your hell
i’m you dream
i’m nothing in between
you know you wouldn’t want it any other way…

so take me as i am
this may mean you’ll have to be a stronger man
rest assured that when i start to make you nervous
and i’m going to extremes
tomorrow i will change
and today won’t mean a thing…

just when you think you got me figured out
the seasons already changin’
i think it’s cool you do whatcha do
and don’t try to save me..

i’m a bitch
i’m a tease
i’m a goddess on my knees
when you’re hurt
when you suffer
i’m your angel undercover
i’ve been numb
i’m revived
can’t say i’m not alive
you know I wouldn’t want it any other way….

- i’m a bitch
by Meridith Brooks

embrace this

I am a question to the world
Not an answer to be heard
Or a moment
That’s held in your arms…

And what do you think you’d ever say?
I won’t listen anyway
You don’t know me
And I’ll never be what you want me to be…

And what do you think you’d understand?
I’m a boy, no, I’m a man
You can’t take me
And throw me away…

And how can you learn what’s never shown?
Yeah, you stand here on your own
They don’t know me
Cause I’m not here…

And I want a moment to be real
Wanna touch things I don’t feel
Wanna hold on and feel I belong
And how can the world want me to change?
They’re the ones that stay the same
They don’t know me
Cause I’m not here…

And you see the things they never see
All you wanted I could be
Now you know me
And I’m not afraid…

And I want to tell you who I am
Can you help me be a man?
They can’t break me
As long as I know who I am…

They can’t tell me who to be
Cause I’m not what they see
Yeah, the world is still sleeping while I keep on dreaming for me
And their words are just whispers and lies that I’ll never believe

I’m the one now
Cause I’m still here…

- I’m Still Here
by Goo Goo Dolls

no one can break me as long as you are here…

Talaga naman!

theme song natin this week…

Tigilan mo na ang pagiisip
Sa mga bagay na wala namang saysay
Kelan ba nakatulong ang pag aalala
Dumidilim lang lalo ang pag-asa

Wag ka nang magulat
Wag ka nang magulat
Kantahan muna tayo…

Ganyan talaga
Talo na naman tayo
Kahit na binuhos mong lahat
Talo na naman tayo…

Sabi ko na nga ba dapat nakinig ako sayo kanina
Sabi mo “Teka muna, wag kang magdesisyon ng tagilid”

Ayan tuloy nadisgrasya
Steady ka na kanina
Kawawa naman tayo…

Ganyan talaga
Talo na naman tayo
Kahit na binuhos mong lahat
Kahit nagdasal kang magdamag
Talo na naman tayo…

- Olats Rivermaya

hmmm… lagi naman eh!

…one year mushy…

…this is the song for her…if you are looking for it

Is it over, are you really over him
Is it over, or will you take him back again
If it’s over you can let his memory in
Come on over, we’ll let our love begin.

You say you can’t count the times that he’s hurt you
And he’s hurt you for the last time
Now you say I’m the one that you’re needing
But is the need in your heart or just in your mind.

Is it over, are you really over him
Is it over, or will you take him back again
If it’s over you can let his memory in
Come on over, we’ll let our love begin.

You know that I’m yours for the asking
If you’re really asking, for true love
Words can’t express how I want you
Oh, how I want to believe you’re giving him up.

But is it over are you really over him
Is it over or will you take him back again
If it’s over you can let his memory in
Come on over we’ll let our love begin.

Is it over, come on over let our love begin.
Is it over…

It’s been a year and I haven’t forgotten how your smile brightens up my day…I miss your smile…

“and I don’t know what to do…’cause I’ll never be with you “

I won’t be there…

One of these Days
One of these very ordinary days
You’re gonna call my name
And I won’t be there
After the days
After these very very many days
You’re gonna see the light
And I won’t be there

And on that day
Somehow I’ll find the strength to stay away
I won’t give in
I will not let myself be taken in… again
Oh no my friend

One of these days
Out of the blue you’ll start remembering
And I won’t care
‘Cause I won’t be there

Oh, and on that day
I swear I’ll find the strength somehow to stay away
I won’t give in
I will not let myself be taken in… again
Oh no my friend

That’s what I say
That’s what I tell myself… I won’t give in
So try it someday
And you’ll see that I won’t be there

“Heiler!?!?”

Minsan, and sabi niya sa akin
Sandali na lang
Akala ko naman ay sigurado na ako
Handa kong tanggapin ang kanyang oo
Bigla na lang nagbago ang isip niya
Hindi ko akalain na gano’n pala siya
Pinaasa niya lang ako
Bitin na bitin ako
Oooh woh
Hindi ko na alam kung makakaya ko pa
Di bale na lang kaya
Ako pa ba kaya ang nasa puso niya
Di bale na lang kaya
Ngunit mahal ko siya
Di bale na lang
Di bale na lang
Di bale na laaaaaaannng

….i’m so confused right now